I must express my anxiety in writing this. This has been no easy task in the last few weeks but to reflect is greatly beneficial and this episode did not disappoint. I had known her for almost two years now. We were not close in the first year, and only grew closer in the last… Continue reading to a friend
Was it worth it bringing up a topic that we were both not ready to talk about? To begin with, it was meant to be a discussion, a way to talk about our feelings and communicate but communication goes both ways and sometimes, not everyone gets it. So was it worth it, bringing up a… Continue reading was it worth it?
I've written about this many times and I suppose, this will be the last time I ever will. It's come to that point in my life where I close this chapter of the book and go onto the next one. To move on and accept that whilst the events had unfolded many months ago, I… Continue reading is it time to forgive?
I'm sitting here at the dining room table during Ramadan, a holy Muslim fasting month, thinking about what I could name this post but I couldn't find one that was apt for what I'm about to talk about. Just recently, I've been having these thoughts in my head about what life was worth and how… Continue reading untitled
This is not the story of how good deeds go unpunished. This is not the story of how good people are always on the bad end of the lucky spectrum. And this is not a story of the good being bad. No, this is an experience that I, and millions of others have all felt… Continue reading punishing the good
Thrice, I have been rejected by boys I sought after in my lifetime. Rejected of the love that I desired in exchange for the affections that they might offer. What is this in life? What is it to be rejected over and over again only to be told that it is useless, that I need… Continue reading reception to rejection
I remember meeting you that Saturday afternoon. You moved so flawlessly and it was insane seeing you for the first time because it was like my world was suddenly filled with colour, contrasting with the black and white that I'd been seeing in the past few months. It was insane and crazy, because I thought… Continue reading the words to my love